Time passes

The title of this post speaks the truth.

Time is always passing and I can never seem to track or realize where it has gone.
It feels like years since I’ve posted here and that upsets me greatly.

I think, the fact of the matter is, I need to have a more active life.  Or at least do something spontaneous with what I currently have.

School and work are wearing me down.  The irony is that in regards to both, it’s a lack thereof.
I still don’t have a job, and I’m coming to terms with the fact that I have between 4 and 5 years of schooling left before I can be out of there as a student for good.

I honestly don’t know what to say or do sometimes either.
I like to think I’m happy but, frankly, it’s more the fact that I’m just not sad.
It’s a silly motto, but: “When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome again.”
It makes/made/always will make me laugh and that’s what counts to me.

I’ve been indulging a lot of my time into video games (as usual) and they’re even starting to wear on me.  I, at times, wish I could have a new beginning, you know?  I’ve got a secret alternate character that I haven’t told anyone about.  I’m, sadly, enjoying playing this character more than I’ve enjoyed playing the game in a long time.

I guess I’m also, for lack of a better word, depressed about the state of the roleplaying on my server.  It’s either the lack of it, the insanely bad attempts people try to call what they’re doing roleplaying, or there’s people who grief it.
I’m not going to point any fingers, but if you know me well enough, you’ve heard me rant and rave about the people and groups in question.

In addition to that, I’ve yet to even get past the introduction in my main character Shayser’s story and FUTHERMORE, I have a hell of a lot of work to do on my death knight Karkaroth’s story too.
(On a side note, I’ve been considering changing his name to something original however, this requires money which stems from a job.)

I’m trying to finish writing a song on my guitar.  I think I’ll begin recording a bit of it this upcoming week after I get school stuff ironed out.
It’s worth posting as well that last month I was in Las Vegas for a little less than a week.  The trip was a birthday gift from a good friend of mine and I enjoyed the hell out of it.
I can’t wait to go back next summer.  On top of that, my friend (who took us on the trip) is looking to buy a place in Arizona.  Now, I know you’re thinking, “Dude, you hate sunlight/outdoors/etc.” you’d be right.  But, it’s a vacation/trip.  I love those.

I’m going to do my best to try posting more.

I apologize.

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~ by villainsincorporated on June 13, 2009.